strangeness

what happened? for some reason I felt weird with all this. everything just happens. no meaning.  

if it continues like this happens, whatever the meaning of life? all flat. saturation in my life had begun. the months of this joy, I hope a miracle happens. bring a change for me and others.

I believe this will not be long, but why it was so heavy I had to face. I'll let it all happen. and whatever the outcome I received was that although I did not expect.